Where Have I Been?

Not writing, that's for darn sure.

BUT I have spent some time doing other things, like creating awesome Youtube videos and worrying about paying for college tuition.

Yeah, that.

Basically, could everybody just pray, please? Money sucks. I don't like it much. Also, depending on how long it takes me to pay this off, I might not be able to get any kind of class schedule. And I'll still be screwed.

So. Yeah. Pray.

I promise, I'll actually update one of these days.

Living with Oneself

I hate the way I act sometimes often.

Or, if not the way I act, then certainly the way I think. The things I think are loathsome. I am very fortunate in that I have good grounding, so that awful thoughts remain only awful thoughts; but keeping awful thoughts unspoken doesn't make them any less contemptible. And I have so many contemptible thoughts that sometimes they ooze out of my ears.

What I'm talking about is pride, folks. I got it, and I got it bad.